I woke up this morning, so ready to go to church. I stood at my closet door and went from the front to the back of the closet at least 3 times, looking for something to wear to church. Needless to say I found something to wear and I was at church early, I even sat a few pews closer than normal.
I need a healing, emotional/spiritual healing. I need God to help me get through this......
I just felt as if I needed to be in his presence and receive whatever he had in store for me. Service was awesome. I tell you my cup surely did run over as I began to count my blessings, the tears were nonstop. They were tears of joy, thanks, love, appreciation, humility. But more so than not, I was so thankful to be able to be in church one more time. I was thankful that God woke me up this morning. I was thankful that I can use my hands and my feet. That I can see, that I can.......
I began to think of the people in Haiti. I began to think of my patients. I thought about the many of people who came to the gate for care, but had to be turned away. For some we were the means of last resort for care. Some patients had been to the other local hospitals and had been turned away as well. But I began to realize how thankful & blessed we are as Americans. We need to thank God daily, hourly for what we have!!
So needless I cried through the first half of the service, my emotions were high. But I was happy, so happy to be in the house of God. Giving him praise and worship. It's personal for those of you who don't understand.
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Toyus, I'm telling you, your blog was such a Blessing girl, unbelievable! I'm at work, tears flowing as I read. What a wonderful opportunity the Lord bestowed on you, to be a Blessing to others in dire need. I'm sure you'll remember this for the rest of your life and thank our LORD for His Blessings. Toyus, thank you so much for sharing, I appreciate it.
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